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"I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad. Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between."

Sylvia Plath

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I suppose this is my life summarised in 24 words. Always travelling from one end of the spectrum of sanity to another.

runaway

I'll retreat to that hole that has been abandoned for months now. Excuse me while i take my leave.

save me

If I let these thoughts consume my mind, I know I'll find myself in the same state as I was a few months back. If that state is a place, I'm probably just a stop away from it.

there's two of us in here

intensity

This day last week, I felt my heart race like never before. I know there isn't really anything to it but I haven't felt my heart beating that fast in a very long time. Made me realised how much I miss that whole butterflies-in-the-stomach feeling.