why why, sometimes you feel as if all hope is gone but you don't really want to feel this sick nothingness that begins to haunt you every other time. so you try, try to fill up that void with all sorts of things. you go on the pursuit of happiness, looking for it, marking it out on the map with an "x" like it's a destination. and then bam! it hits you real, real hard that you don't have to go around looking for it. it's been right there
all along.