It's probably the closest that I can get to feeling again.
And in case anyone's wondering, I am fine. I really do feel fine. It's just that there is this feeling..something intangible which can't really be expressed in words and it gets to me sometime in the middle of the night. And it causes my brain to be in overdrive.
And I really don't understand it. And I don't want to make a mountain out of a molehill but I can't simply dismiss it and go on like it's non existent.
Because the fact is: it is there.