I am terribly upset/furious/ashamed all at the same time. Thought I was pretty much in control of my emotions but I guess yesternight was an exception.
On days like these, I feel like retreating to that old shell. When you isolate yourself from all the madness, when you detach yourself from your surroundings, people or life in general, you become indifferent to everything.
Nothing hurts but nothing pleasures you either. In fact, you don't feel a single thing.